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Thomas, 2008
03:59
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- Poet, Her Adeline -
O grandeur
Of your melted skin
Flayed with joy
Let the sand sinks in
You and the tale of the ocean is as wide as turpentine
You're making it hard by "stabs your mother at your mercy"
You're rotting cold
Like no one is here
And take your mental illness like a glamour beer
And tow your fear away like a spider here
Take your mental illness like a labor here
Tow your fear away like a spider here
You and the tale of the ocean is as wide as turpentine
You're making it hard by "stabs your mother at your mercy"
You're rotting cold
Like no one is here
- Virginia -
It's been a while
Since you touched my skin
Kissed my lips
Tore my clothes
And get stared back right into the heart
There's me in you
Caged in the shell-shock wounds
And the sounds of thousand crashed cars in the wrong place
I am your concept of beauty
Who's rolling in the sand, screaming loud
With the bloody skin and splintered eyes
And crimson mask all around my face
Dancing through the trash bin in the concrete places
This mouth won't talk anymore, anyway
It has been shut down since you conquered me in bed
You have no mercy in you
You won't need it anyway
'cause your'e a cunt
You are your own Cain and Abel
I've been drowned away
I've been stoned away
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- Woolf
(Instrumental)
- It's Holocaust, Bruno
Somberness
Lead us to numb places
Where we got caught in a flower
It feels like chasing shadows
In an empty shades
It feels like chewing grass
Chewing glass
Don't be afraid
I'm not without you now
Don't be a stranger
I'm here to tell what our future looks like
I'll hold your hands
We're falling down tonight
To the well of The Thing
That make us torn apart
Hold back your tears
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4. |
Catch The Fox, Mother
05:05
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I've drowned myself downstairs with sad songs and poems
Do your ever ask about the problem
I stole a few bucks from the purse under your bed for attention
Do you ever ask about the problem?
I hurt everybody more than I hurt myself with a knife, and it's stabbed my arms
Do you ever ask about the problem?
And you kept me with the horses, and won't let me slam the ram, why can't I?
Did you catch the fox, dear mother?
All the monsters in my bedroom are looking for the answer
About the shadows that guiding my footstep
Wherever you go, I wish you'll never come home
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5. |
Steve The Dragon Slayer
04:30
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The mother told her son
"You'll always be a winner to us
You're better than what they are
You're the king of the world
Go make a mark because I know you can
and you are
Tell all your friends
That you're not what they thought you are
School is alright
You'll be just fine
and don't forget to make them fall apart
After what they've done to you"
The boy started his school with confidence
He was doing just fine
and the bullies started picking on him
But he resisted
'cause he the man now
and this is about to end
After the school's done, the boy went back home with smiling lips full of blood and exam paper with "A" written on it. The mother hugged her son with such care and a kiss on the forehead, a reward after what her son has been through, he's been through a lot hell and straight-up fuckery. There was fresh pizza on the table, six slices only for him, because he deserved every slices, he fucking deserved every fucking slices.
Every bit he takes is heavenly fulfilling, he can't described it with any words, all he can do is shedding tears on his eyes. Salty taste in his mouth got overcome with sweetness, his body were never black and blue, and the stories behind it were never true.
But then, his mouth can't bite anymore, because he knows.
There is always tomorrow.
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Meme Shoppe
04:40
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I remember when you were crying, it was late morning, quite late, and we were sitting in the figure shop we used to hang. Our emotions were drought after the funeral of your girlfriend earlier night before. We were not 21 yet, but you already bought your vodka. Figure out it was the final of the prem, United and City were in the edge of the seat, trophy in front of them. So much intensity, you know, and City won, good for you, but you just don't care, that night was not about football, or anything else. Your love is gone, that's what's all in your mind, you can't blame your abusive father, it's all nature, and the one you can blame is God. It's the sole owner of birth and death, dusk and dawn, beginning and the end.You were so religious, you know, and I really shocked that the death of your love could turn your face from the One. You can't learn any lesson, only mourn, mourn, and mourn, and suddenly does not give a fuck about life.I did not see a friendly friend, the only thing I saw is a sore loser who doesn't deserve any love, who doesn't deserve any attention. It's been years since the death, you know, and you can't move on. What a fuckin pity you are. You should feel ashamed
You put your burden on God, so much burden but God does not exist anymore
You're suffering denial
There's no intimacy in your family anymore, that's so unkind, unflattery.
That's a glass menagerie
For anybody's sake, wake up, and you know it, she's gone and so be it.
No use for living in the past.
And all birds that sang at her funeral, it's all gone.
You're always better than this
If you ever thought about anything inside
You're always better than this
If you think of everything inside.
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7. |
The Colibri & The Anoa
04:32
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Dear my dearest pal
Thanks for everything
Yet i want to says
That i can no longer stay
My parents always praise
Anything about you
Maybe i am just a glimpse
Of everything they've said
I told you so
I dont wanna be here, what is in your mind?
The clock keep spinning, leaving me behind
Let me kick the bucket and i would be fine
I distance myself
From everybody
There's disconnection between me and them
Maybe you could care
Maybe you dont care
I am just a glimpse
Of everything you've said
I told you so
I dont wanna be here, what is in your mind?
The clock keep spinning, leaving me behind
Let me kick the bucket and i would be fine
There's always something wrong about me
But I got nothing left to say
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Marinera
05:30
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Whenever I woke up at 8 o'clock in the night
I always think of my dead friends who have left before me
Often I remembered great talks and memories about them
Before I realize they'll never come back
Sometimes I wish my leg got amputated
So I can feel how does it feel to have a real loss
'cause these wankers always told this to me
"oi you fat cunt, a lot people got worse than your arse"
Time running wild and I admit they're fuckin right
My selfish gene got bigger than my balls
I chewed too much crap on my mouth and got fat
Before I forgot my friends are fuckin dead
I sleep with warm blanket named depression
Taking many doses of ASMR session
So I can throw away the fact that I'm just unlucky
That they're finally gone while I am still walking
truth be told my depression doesn't mean anything
'cause I just care about myself instead of them families
Who lost their son and daughter just too early
I admit I lost my sense of humanity
If I could wish one thing
I wish I could see my real reflection in the mirror
I am an ugly man and so I am an ugly soul
I would've expected myself to fall into a world full of regret
I wish I could see my real reflection in the pond
And then drown myself to the bottom
i would've expected myself to fall into a world full of regret
From our first phone call I already know something
That you're scared of me and everything and anything
It's okay 'cause it's normal as it does
I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't love either
You can leave the table anytime you want
I'll pay the food and the time that you've wasted
You don't need to say farewell and you don't have to
'cause I can't say it to them while God took all of them
Help yourself, and get yourself a new boyfriend
Fuck him, tear him apart, whatever you want
'cause I don't care, I just need you to remind yourself
Be grateful every time you breathe
'cause you can't have it all
The weekend start today
All of them floating bodies are going away
Drink to comfort your dismay
Your delightful sorrow is always meant to stay
Hold my hand, I'll lead the way out
From this haunting display
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Whenever you cry in the corner
Whenever you cut your arm
I wish i could tell you
I want to help you
When you feel so depressed after you thought your effort doesnt oay off
I wish i could cheer you up
I wish i could
It sucks, i know
When You finally told me that you want to end your life, so suddenly
I wish I said "don't do that"
But i am a coward
When you ended up in the underground, when you finally ascend to heaven
I wish this song doesn't exist
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10. |
Thomas, 2014
02:27
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I thought you were gone
For good and prosper
You were left behind
All about me, all about you
I thought you were mad
At reality
You were left behind
All about me, all about you
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